I’m kind of looking for some advice. I am a woman and have liked women my whole life since before I even realized what being attracted to someone was. I also always had fantasies growing up of a handsome man marrying me someday like all little girls want although I was never really attracted to guys. I always knew what was considered to be a good looking man but it never turned me on like it probably should. While watching romantic comedies with some of my friends growing up it was always watching the girl in the movie that would get me going I always imagined myself being the man kissing the leading lady etc. So when I was younger I was confused as to whether I wanted to be a boy or girl but I know now that I definitely am a woman and like it that way I just realized that I also like women. I have made out with other women but never had sex with a woman. I have always been in relationships with men and right now I am in a serious relationship with a man and I love him, he makes me happy and the sex is great but I still always feel like I should be with a woman. The reason I have always chosen men over women is because I think it would be too hard with my family and the public if I had a girl friend. My boyfriend has mentioned a few times how he would like to have a 3 sum sometime but I feel like I would be cheating on him  and that it would change our relationship so I dont know what to do to be happy. Do I stay with him because life is good and I love him and will one day marry him and have his kids? Or do I leave and try being in a relationship with a woman? or try the 3 sum and just see where that goes?