Hi I have been having  gay sex with my guy friend for more than 2 years. We fight on and off and have sex on and off. He’s dated girls but that could be to look popular. I have liked girls too. He used to give me head at the start but I still do. We say we won’t do it but we end up doing it. I love him so much. We say I love us to each other before having sex. Does he love me?