Hello, I’m a 45 year old straight male, single.  I was in a long term relationship with a woman that ended about two years ago.  Ever since I was young I’ve enjoyed anal play (toys only), and surprisingly only just discovered the whole prostate stimulation thing.  Anyway, I’ve always been into straight porn, but have become extra-interested in the male orgasm scenes, and especially swallowing.  Something triggered in me a couple weeks ago and now I only watch transsexual porn… men who look like hot women with male equipment having sex with other ts guys or straight/gay men.  I’ve noticed this arouses me more than straight porn now, and I’ve developed a burning desire to be with a transsexual man.  I crave pleasing him.  My problem is I have no idea how to go about meeting one.  Unfortunately I do not have any gay men friends here in L.A., and I’m kinda nervous about going to a gay bar by myself.  Does anyone have any advice for me?