I never thought to myself that I will grow up like this. There’s a guy who I have warm feelings for him but I just cant accept the fact that I will marry him. Last night he proposed me and I was totally numb and my reply was ‘gimme some time to think it over’. The thing is I want to marry him but gay rights are not allowed in my country. Good thing is im currently moved to australia.  And if my parent finds out that his son is gay he’s gonna kill me. So what am I suppose to do???