Hi everyone, I have a question I’m not sure about how to answer. I’ve been with only women my life, although not many, just being 20 years old, but I’m fit, cute and that stuff. And I love being in a relationship with another woman. But recently I thought about the idea of receiving a blowjob from another man, and when I brought up the idea to one of my gay friends about finding someone who would want to do that to me, he said “why not sex too?” And now I’ve been thinking about it alot, I’ve watched some porn recently and got off to it where a straight guy is talked into gay sex/tricked into it and it got me hard… I keep trying to picture myself with people I know who are guys but its weird to me. I have thought alot, alot about what it would be like to be in a relationship with another guy and its for sure not something I would be into, as far as being intimate and sharing stuff about myself, and kissing and holding hands I just can’t picture myself with another guy like that even though I tried really hard too. But still the idea of having sex with another man I find sexy, putting it in him and reaching around and grabbing his hard dick, or maybe MAybe vice-verse (I do still love having sex with women also)… But I can’t see myself ever being in a relationship with another man no matter how hard I try. So what exactly does this mean? is this normal? Could it be I’m still young and want to experiment and try everything? Am I straight, bi-curious or gay even though all I want is sex and can’t picture being in a relationship with another man? Or could I just like the porn and maybe the idea. Ughhh please help me out and thanks for reading this one big mess….