Hello! I’ve tagged my self as heterosexual all my life, but as I’ve started going to college I start doubting my sexuality. I was little asocial so I started exploring other things as tranny webcams. On the first occasion I did not like them, I did find them funny (like clowns) but as time went by I started liking them and get really hard erections by them. Then when trannies weren’t enough I turned to gay porn. The problem is that I could not imagine myself going out with a guy. I’ve always liked cute girls and never got a crush on a guy. I tried an experiment, I tried masturbating to girls only once a week. It was great I thought I was back on track. When I thought about gay stuff it was a turn off. This went for 2 months straight, no gay stuff. But then I made decision to go for 90 days no masturbation, and on the 24th day I got really horny on gay stuff and eventually relapsed. Now I am feeling very guilty. I don’t know what the hell is going on with my sexuality. Please help!
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Hi. So I have read enough and seen enough to give some advice here. Some guys who like girls and consider themselves “straight” can also be turned on by gay or transsexual erotica. It is not always indicative of sexuality to be stimulated by a certain kind of erotic material. Hell I’m a lesbian and I get turned on by Gay Hentai sometimes, it does not however mean that I am interested in dating or sleeping with men. It just means that I enjoy reading material that involves two men. What you find erotic and what you find attractive are two separate things. So think about it seriously, who do you see yourself being with for a long period of time? Is it a man that you see in your life? A woman? or someone who was born one or the other and never felt right? It does not matter what turns you on when it comes to sexuality, it only matters what you feel in your heart and what your body tells you about real people. Hope this helped some. -J