Hi, I’ve been feeling a little down lately, I have been in a wonderful relationship for 8 months, I am 29 and he is 33. But we’ve been talking more and more lately about our lives,my first real sexual experience was when I was 24, I’ve always felt bad about this because I have always been a very sexual person and I have always known I was gay but, it was really hard for me because I was really shy and afraid of being intimate with another man. My bf has been sexually active since he was 14 and he looks like a prince from a fairy tail, he is so beautiful and it makes me feel bad about myself that I know that he has been with over 300 sexual partners and I have only been with about 25. I think his life is better than mine because he was doing really young what I always wanted to do instead of playing video games. I feel sorry for myself and I feel bad knowing that he had the courage to go out with older men when he was a teenager, even though he has always been in one on one sex and I’ve got the opportunity to be in threesomes and in fourseoms I still feel so bad that I didn’t get to do that and now I feel sorry for myself and not good enough for him, he loves me really bad, he tells me he just loved once before and he was too young and that he wants to marry me and be with me my whole life but I feel a pain inside and when we are intimate I picture him withnother men, young, cute, I feel I missed my youth and that he didn’t and that so many men could enjoy my bfs prime years, please help me, I am afraid this pain won’t go away and that I might hurt our relatonship!