I’m a closeted bisexual, not one person knows. I’ve been best friends with this guy since the beginning of freshmen year. When we met I only thought of him like a brother. He’d never been over to my house and I have never been over his. On the last day of school he and I were gonna hangout with our other best friend at his house for the week, since his house is more fun than mine. Then out of nowhere I started having feelings for him when we got inside. That night was fun but for the rest of week every time we would sat down we would be right next to each other (and we’d play footsies behind the table, or have our thighs mashed together and it was a big couch with lots of room not to touch) leaving our other friend at least a foot away from us, but not in an obvious way. Now it’s the end of sophomore year and we still do this and we kiss each other on the top of head, and every time he looks at me as if he wants a kiss back and waits for me to say something, but I just ignore it (not at school though). We were gonna stay over our best friend house again. We played football and got dirty so when we got back inside we said who’ll go first to shower (him,me,then friend). He went first and I was upstairs getting my stuff to shower, with our friend downstairs. Then he got out and just stood in the doorway with nothing but a towel and he was waiting for me to look. After that I showered and when I got out I got dressed and went downstairs where they both were and he checked me out. What to do?…

P.S. We’re both masculine and in shaped with no gay-like qualities and I know he loves girls like me, but we love each other, maybe in love which each other.