I’ve had a crush on one of my best friends for over a year. It’s not an obbsession, but I really like hi and want him, in a relationship way. I think he is straight because he comments on girls a lot, but whenever we hang out, he is always finding exuses to make contact like when we are at school games he will sit on my lap when there are still seats so he is fully pressed into me, and when at sleep overs he always “forgets” to set up the other sofa bed so we sleep right next to each other. He pulls all these jokes that end with him resetting my screen to his face, tackling and getting close, etc. I want to tell him, but I’m scared that he is just being friendly and I will ruin the friendship