I’m 22 and I think I’m gay. I’m super confused about the relationship I share with my best friend who is a guy of my age. He also happens to be my neighbour. We text each other all day long, everyday (is this normal for 2 guys?) and are always happy and laughing in each others company. We meet most often for lunches and dinners, where just the two of us go out. we are super similar as people and have identical outlooks on life.. Last weekend a group of friends and us went on a small holiday, and through the weekend we kept playfully wrestling each other, after a while it almost became like an excuse to touch each other (at least for me) . Sometimes our hands would touch and it would take a questionable amount of time for one of us to pull back..There’s been all these small signs.  The complicated thing is he has a girlfriend, and is in a seemingly stable relationship with her.  I’m super agitated and confused about our relationship, and I constantly get upset and angry about it. I’m not out, so obviously can’t show any signs.. Please help me and tell me what I need to do! I cant go on like this, I feel I’ll mess up the friendship we have, but at the same time I need to find some peace with myself.