My whole life I have been with women (countless) been married, divorced and know re-married.  I can’t recall when it happened about two years ago (age 33) and I noticed a guy with his shirt off and I was like wow in my head,  Ever since then I think about gay sex, either watched gay porn or images just pop in my head.  I’m going nuts over it and it’s effecting my everyday life, I am avoiding gyms and such because I’m scared to get exceited.  I’m like ready to call my wedding off and tell this girl I’m gay, even though I have never been with a dude.  Again, I love women but for some reason I feel I’m turning gay.