Hi I’m a 18 Year Old Guy and I have this thought of me being Gay. I’ve always been interested in women but around the age of 14, I notice that I’m into men. I see myself marrying a women and being in a relationship with a women but my sexuality/Fantasies are into men. For Instance, When ever I see Gay porn I notice that I get sexually into it. On the other hand, when I see Straight porn I really don’t get into it as much as watching Gay porn. This has bother me for several years and I’m wondering if I’m straight or gay. Or if I’m just scared to let my true sexuality interest out.
Val
I can't tell you if you're straight or gay, that's best for you to answer. Alot of people don't come come out in their younger years because of the social, religious, and politcal biases around them. Instead they try and conform and be accepted by their family and peers. It's been more than 4 years for you, do think your feelings are a curiousity? only you can answer that. For men, it can be especially hard to come out in our patriarcal society. I think you're correct in asking yourself "Or if I'm just scared to let my true sexuality interest out." I think if it wasn't for all the bias intimidation that we feel, there wouldn't be so much confusion in coming to terms with our sexuality. Best of luck.
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