I’m 20 years old and I have a girlfriend who I haven’t seen for more than 8 months because she’s in college in a different state, but I’m staying committed to her and not having sex with anyone, so pornography has been my go-to thing to full-fill my sexual desires. I have no problem against homosexuals or anything, (my good friend Jacob & Alex are gay) but I come across gay porn when I’m on the sites and I get off to it whenever I masturbate to it. Not all the time, it’s out of the blue, I usually masturbate to straight videos. I know in my head that I wouldn’t do anything with a guy, but I keep wondering why I would masturbate to it? It’s not like I constantly browse pictures of guys and get an erection, only with girls, but with gay porn it’s different, and I can’t lie at the end it felt weird. Could it be because I haven’t had intercourse with anyone for more than a year? I keep stressing over it and it’s bothering me. I talked to my girlfriend about it, and she tells me it’s ok, if I know I’m not gay then I’m not, that maybe it’s because I haven’t been laid in a long time. I even test myself, like when I’m not “in the mood” I’ll think about doing something with another guy or a picture of another guy and I won’t even get an erection, but when I think of my girlfriend, or have phone relations with her, or look at pictures of girls then I’m instantly in the mood.