Ok, it’s like a what should I do/ who am I scenario. I’m 28, I’m married and now have a 1 year old baby girl. But I’ve always looked at gay porn since I could figure out the internet. All but 1 of my sexual experiences have been with women, and that “one” was me trying to get a “T-Girl” (off craigslist) that ended up just being a guy wearing women’s clothes (which as I typing it seems redundant) regardless, it was not enjoyable.  In the past few months, all I can think about is having sex with a man. I know I want anal. I’ve even tried to make up for my urges by getting my wife to put a butt plug in me, and she has.  I guess it cools me down, but in the end I know I want to have a physical relationship with a boy. That means infidelity, and that sucks. I feel like I should KNOW before I blow it all up.  I got myself here and I just don’t want to be wrong.