I have been questioning my sexuality for quite some time, like two years or so, it started when I started to take an interest in gay porn and I find it much easier to orgasm over gay porn rather than straight porn. But when I think about doing sexual things with girls when not in an aroused environment I can feel activity down below (if you get me) but not always. And the other day I saw some decent cleavage and I got the same reaction haha also when drunk and I kiss a girl passionately the same happens… I don’t want to drag this on too long but I’m just trying to explain what’s in my head.. When in the gym I find myself checking out both men and women but with the men I feel as if its an envy I their body rather than an attraction. I don’t really know what to think about myself anymore so that’s why I thought I’d come here.. As a gay or bisexual what do any of you feel I stand with my sexuality?
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Okay I have just gone through this. I am gay, in highschool I was attracted to females but not really in a sexual way. Just like something nice to look at, like a painting. And I too explored gay porn and found it easily to achieve orgasm from watching these videos. But I feel that you could be going through a similar situation. The only thing I can think of is since at a young age we were told that breasts were “suppose” to cause arousal that you’re self consciously find them attractive.