I’m 19, and I get massages around 3-4 times a year, usually when I stay at hotels. I’ve gotten massages for a few years now. I’ve started asking for male therapists because they give more pressure (and also I’m sexually turned on by them and curious, but not sure if gay). In the last 5 massages that I’ve received, in 3 of them, not only have I gotten an erection, but I’ve also ejaculated. It’s so embarrassing, and I’d hate the therapist to think I was a pervert. I know they’ve probably seen it before, but do they really not mind? The ejaculation is usually brought on because they are rubbing my glutes or thighs quickly. Does this mean that I’m gay? On one hand, it’s a semi-fantasy, but once it happens I’m so embarrassed and regret choosing a guy. I’m not sexually experienced with any gender yet.