I am 14 years old. I am very confused about my sexuality. There’s was this new girl and I was instantly attracted to her. Once I got to know her It felt normal, I didn’t get butterflies or anything but I kept thinking about her. I’ve gotten butterflies with a guy before, that was 2 years ago and I haven’t gotten them since. This year I found out that I lesbian girl in my grade had a huge crush on me, I also couldn’t stop thinking about her. Last night my parents were having a party and my best friend was hang out with me. We were in a closet to get away from our sisters and I couldn’t stop thinking about kissing her. At least one point this year I have thought that I was straight, lesbian, bisexual, demisexual and asexual. I have learned this year that I’m extremely hipster and I know that this is super wrong but sometimes I think that I have queer thoughts because I want to be different. Idk. I just need to know that I’m having these thoughts because I want to be different or because I’m gay.