Ever since I can remember I have been confused with my sexual identity. As a kid I thought I was a female trapped in a male’s body. I have accepted who I am physically, more so because I could never pass as a female. I am attracted to females, but due to experimentation with both sexes, I am left confused. I want to be in a life long relationship with a woman, but I keep fantasizing about being with a guy sexually.
Val
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Am I gender confused?
I have always liked seeing couples together and what not. More and more though I have noticed I don’t like the idea of a girl and a guy together as much, same with girl and girl. I kinds like girl and girl but I love and don’t mind guy and a guy together. Every time I see a anime, make a story or write/have role plays I always prefer to have two guys be together as a couple, I find straight and lesbian couples a tad bit boring and not as fun to role play. I mean yeah I ship girls with other girls but most of the time I like guys being with guys, otherwise know as yaoi.
I even hate hentai and yuri. I love seeing yaoi and yaoi turns me on, other anime porn I don’t like and it’s uninteresting to me. And like if someone like my sister or friend make a straight couple on role play I’m like uggh boring but totally love yaoi/gay couples
also I been wishing sometimes that I was a gay guy but idk cause I mean I like my body…kind of, I just hate monthly.
Idk also its confusing cause I’m asexual so either way the idea of sex is scary, I mean yeah I like yaoi n stuff but I don’t masterbate, the idea of something going inside me is scary o.o so no matter what gender I’d be scared as hell. Also my mom wouldn’t support that and my sis would be weirded out, so guess I’m stuck this way.
I mean anouther thing I hate is guys hitting on me and asking me out when they know I’m asexual and don’t want a relationship right now.
anyway what does this all mean? Am I gender confused? Or what?